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kay's space2월 4일 outlook__2006 To succeed, all we need do is pick a star and follow it .Yes,a brand new year need a good plan,though it doesn`t always work(or ranter it never work for me).Anyway,I wanna make a plan,at least you know what your are doing at any time.
After half year`s college stuty, I find my english lag behied now of which I am always proud in high school.As a English major, I must put much emphasis on English language study,although I am always complaing about my future as a English major.My uncle told me whatever you study,you will succeed if you are deeply versed in it. I think my problem is that I don`t work hard as before. OK, I will get up early this term and pratice Englsih in the morning.Speaking become my worst part. Stupid Carl give me the lowest mark in our class.Maybe he is right ,I find it hard to express my feeling in Englsih now.That`s OK I will fight back this term.
I have an impulse to learn japanese and Korean because I am attracted by japanese animation and Korean TV series. I especially prefer NARUTO and I am sorry I love you. I don`t know if I could spare some time to pick up Japanese again and learn the ABC of Korean, but I really want to learn them.
And then, software engineering, my favorite.As a matter of fact, I spend most of my sapare time in it last year.I joined the Association of Computer Science last year. The vice-chairman always promise to teach us something useful,but they never really do it,they always hv excuse,meeting,exam.or something else.. Stupid~~! Hope I can learn something really useful this year.Well,they pay much attention on web programing. So I hv to learn Java,JSP and then Structs...I hv looked a few pages this days, but my heart is no in it. I think it may be hard for me to learn them when I go back to school beacuse you must hv a environment ,say, to test the JSP page,and the problem is I don`t hv a computer,coz freshman are not allowed to bring computer in my university..
I always think C is very easy,but finally I find it hard to be perfect in it. Anyway it`s the basic of Linux, I will spend more time on it until I am perfect in it. I failed to work out the difficult problem our teacher assigned though I hv spend a lot of time on it.well,this term I select courses like Discrete mathematics and c++. Though I am a English major, I will do at least as good as a software engerning major student , even better than that ..I hv also select Linux and data structure...maybe too many courses on computer science ,but I think I can manage it , I love it after all.
Finally,philosophy , I love philosophy..and I love the philosophy of the west except the phiophy of Marxism.
OK,stop here..I find most of my sentence begin with the Letter "I"...^_^
en ~~~~ 12월 22일 I wonder who am I , where I came from and why I cameI`m in the institute of humanities and social sciences ...the institute of humanities and social sciences !!!!......actually!!! that`s a utterly laughable fact ....I doubt the existence of those so-called future ......I ..I ...gradually realize that a English major hv no future at all...let alone a bright future....wht hv I learned since the beginnin` of this term...nothin`...absolutely nothin`!!..It is hardly believable that the holy tower of ivory in my heart is such a place ....disappointed!!! hey....!!!disappointed!!! Now I even hv difficulty in passing the final exam...I dislike Calculous..I disllike Classical literture ....but ...but....God~let the teachers give me a pass....what`s more......what`s more..My daily life is TOTALLY out of order....skip class...sleep all the afternoon......stay up surfing the internet ....that` me ...!! that`s a present me!! ..incurable~~perhaps... 9월 2일 NARUTONARUTO is the greatest animation that I hv ever seen. I download it with my computer on at night n see it at daytime these days.Many successful character indeed,among them,I espacially prefer Hinata, for we hv a lot in common,though she`s a girl. Very cute bt kind of less confidence n frefer to help others.she want to change herself by hardworking n never be looked down upon by her family,n so do I. n she loves Naruto,bt he doesn`t notice that, just view her as a strange guy,whoes face will turn red when meeting him. I also love Naruto coz his word n his spirit can inspire people with courange,n even can change a person.No wonder Neji hv ever said to him" u hv better eyes than I " . 8월 24일 slow.....boring day~~~~~~~
 every thought is jejune,every word is meaningless, every action is ridiculous. I can`t tear myself away fr my computer,n I become lazy day by day....maybe I should ride my bike tomorrow n go wherever I wanna go.....to breathe some fresh air n to relax...anyway,only 11days left bf my u life begin. to hv fun! n cherish these free time.  my dear blog, I will hv no time to dress u everyday. bt I will manage to squeeze some time in with u,so u won`t feel alone.I`ll miss u,take care!8월 22일 To willisonI hv ever said I love silence n I love the feeling of being alone...bt u know , it`s awful to hv noboday around..long ago we don`t know each other, and then we become best friend,soon come the day u hv to leave...I know u hv ur own things to do and can`t company me all the time..miss u deep in night, n tears float my bed....u know,nobody can replace u in my heart, bt will God prepare a new friend just like u for me in college....I`m afraid of being alone.... 8월 20일 lumaQQ ........ Finally successfully installed lumaQQ, n thanks those who help me.....
n it`s veri nice to meet Wanqi in QQ today, hvn`t met her for almost one yr. u life really can change a person,n she`s been a dif girl now, in those past school days I would view her as a boy rather than a girl, n to tel the turth, she really hv a charming personality .bt today I suddenly find the aspect of her as a girl. she said she need a change(maybe she want more like a girl) or no man would like to marry her in the future.<just joking>^_^nice girl,hope she can find her happiness....
Think twice bf u act, I always tell myself that,,,bt when I really do sth I alwsys forget this or that n rush to do those foolish things,fr now on, keep clam bf u act n think abt wht u r doin n how to do it,wht u need,...then do it with confidence and then say to urself: well-done! 8월 19일 love linux!!!!When I first saw linux in a computer magzine,I was attract by its idea of open source.Everyone can download n install it,it`s totally free! that`s dif fr UNIX or Windwos etc..it create a brand-new world for hackers n computer fans worldwide to perform their talent.Though I hv ever install regflag linux before, I give it up coz of its ugly visual effect n difcult to use.it is not until today that I find it is really amazing.This time my choice is redhat linux , for it is an outstanding member in linux family.I download it fr internet days ago, and burn it into disk, three disk in total,bt hv no chance to use it. As my WinXP slow down thoese days, I decide to kill it and then I thought abt linux.bt, after all, many work hv to be done in Windows coz linux not hv many software. so finally I decide to install both XP n Redhat.It was exciting to use Redhat at the beginning,everything is new. a few mins ltr, I found that there r many problems.First,my adsl modem didn`t work in linux. badluck! then how can I surf the internet? second,when u insert the U disk in USB, n nothing happen..OMG! and third I don`t know how to install software. it seems too difficult for me,but just like do everything,when u make ur mind to solve it , it become fairly easy. I use search engine to find information on internet and I read many webpages ,and try many times. fianlly network setting welldone.u hv to find out DNS for shandong CNC,and I don`t how to fill in the IP adress, so I make up one, n ,u won`t belive that ,it worked.haha! goodluck ,really happy. so the frist problem sloved. and then I found u hv to write command line just like DOS if u want do something useful in linux. In WinXP all u do is just insert the U disk ,but in linux u hv to write command line such as : mount -t vfat/dev/sda1 /mnt/usbdisk.....and then find its file in a floder....amazing!~~~! and the third still not solved , tried many times though. coz u hv to use command to install software and when necessery,u hv to make some change by urself using compiler.I think I will try it again tomorrow, n the first software I want to install is lumaQQ ,how can I live without QQ,,haha!I find I begin to love writing command line. ####I love linux, as I never love any OS else in the world.hope I can do something for her in the future.... I love her....forever... 8월 18일 upcoming u lifelike play at night n sleep in the daytime those days,dunno why.maybe daytime is too noise for me, n I love quite . I love do things with music on at night, coz it create a speical environment .abt 18 days left before my brand-new university life begin, I am couting on it, a litte scaared though.will I hv many gd friend?will I adapt to the new lifestyle soon? I know I am fr country,n I hv no idea abt city life.In they city boys eyes , I may hv my bad habbit.will they look down upon me? bt I still belive most people r friendly. eveythig will be ok , so just go ahead! n today I find it a big fault to compare myself with other people,that foolish action hv no use but to cut my passion.dif people hv dif lifestyle,so just be urself. more like urself n less like others, or where`s personality. I admit that I am not mature now , n I say just let it be, n the only thing I can do is try to be better.  woohoo! tomorrow is sure to be fine.8월 16일 lovemet sislam today and we tlak about love.I haven`t experience it ,
so I have no right to tell anyone what is love..but what he said really suprise me......
{
dear i want tell u that
and always remember that too
that love's matters is always lie
it keep in ur mind that love is just a play game
i heard that love never dies
love will always alive if u don't express it with any one
when u express then realize that ur love is died
}
I can`t promise what he said is 100% right,but at least..he experienced it...I always think of that romantic and beautiful things,but why so many tragedy..?eveyday paper.book.TV.radio and all kind of media tell us that love is lie.....just a game!I hate the morden society.we`ll have to go back to old days to chase the shadow of love?just like fairy tale says: from then on, princess and prince lead a happy life!and I rember the book written by Qian Zhongshu says:just like a castle.. people outside want to get in,and poeple inside want to come outhow sorrowful!and then I think about myself..for a long time,I wouldn`t like to admit that I am an adult...I want to view myself as a little boy,that will never grow up..but now I suddenly find that I should undertake my duty...and degin my own lifefor me now, I think I am not mature engouh to accpect a girl....and just prepare myself....first in minds...and my relationship with people ,that`s always my worst part ..or who will love a ugly and foolish boy...if my first love come, I should keep clear in mind...at least know what I am doing..though it maybe very long from now....ok,leave it ,,be happy now........
I learn that muslims don`t eat pork before ,but sislam tell me they don`t drink wine either.for the pork and wine misdeed for them,if someone break the rule ,god will not forgive them ..very strange...but they are very faithful ,really.and he tell me many muslims in china come to their country to preach .and when I said I drink some wine in class reunion party ..he said: oh,, I have go now for prayer....then he go offline.. very interesting ...he is so religiosly ,and what about us in our life?how can a man live without belief.
8월 14일 I love friendsI met a very nice girl in yahoo today.
she just graduate from high school ,just like me .
dif: she`s a rabbit ,but I am a tiger.
many people there go abroad to study,
for i know a girl aslo from fujian is in usa now.
she said she would go to England or Australia after graduate from university.
then, what about my plan? undergraduate,master ,doctor.........?~~!!
wow~! after study I must be an old grandpa....haha...
she like reading singing swiming wathing film traveling
and she never see snow
for there is no snow there in winter
the romantic and magic white things....
haha ,it been a joy to talk with her.......
wish I have many more friend from all over the world.........
huhI've become so numb, I can't feel you there, become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me, and be less like you. |
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